I thought prayer was supposed to be a personal conversation between an individual and God.
[ if he sounds tetchy, it's because he hadn't expected to be bothered, hadn't expected that his internal monologue of hey, it's me, peter, can I just get a bit of clarity on what exactly is going on with my life for the nth time would manage to draw any attention.
he thinks that he could have asked, that he should have given it a little more thought, but it's a little late for that now. he wonders, briefly, if there's a reason castiel had — heard (question mark) him, but he can come back to that question later. he wonders, too, if it was specifics castiel had heard or just general feelings rather than thoughts. it's a disquieting, almost discomforting thought and he's suddenly not entirely sure how he feels about the fact that castiel apparently is confirmation of faith. (to an extent.)
(no, that's a lie. truthfully, he thinks he feels a little sick.
or that could just be the fact that he's tired, who knows.) ]
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[ if he sounds tetchy, it's because he hadn't expected to be bothered, hadn't expected that his internal monologue of hey, it's me, peter, can I just get a bit of clarity on what exactly is going on with my life for the nth time would manage to draw any attention.
he thinks that he could have asked, that he should have given it a little more thought, but it's a little late for that now. he wonders, briefly, if there's a reason castiel had — heard (question mark) him, but he can come back to that question later. he wonders, too, if it was specifics castiel had heard or just general feelings rather than thoughts. it's a disquieting, almost discomforting thought and he's suddenly not entirely sure how he feels about the fact that castiel apparently is confirmation of faith. (to an extent.)
(no, that's a lie. truthfully, he thinks he feels a little sick.
or that could just be the fact that he's tired, who knows.) ]