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2022-10-29 08:09 am
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AND WE RIPPED UP THE ENDING AND THE RULES.
LEAVING NOTHING BUT FREEDOM AND CHOICE.


BASICS
NAME: Castiel
CANON: Supernatural
AGE: Billions of Years
DOB: Before Creation
GENDER: None, male vessel
SPECIES: Angel
ACTIVE: [community profile] networkinthenight
PSL, Memes

PLAYER: Inky
PLURK: [plurk.com profile] inkcharm
DISCORD: inkcharm#4573
NAVIGATION
APPS: In The Night
CR: Chart
HMD: Here
INBOX: In The Night
MUSELIST: Here
PLAYLIST: tbd
RP POST: Musebox
THREADS: Tracker
VISUALS: tbd
PERMISSIONS
BACKTAGGING:
THREADHOPPING:
FOURTHWALLING:
ROMANCE:
MINDREADING: maybe
MANIPULATION:
TOUCHING:
HUGGING:
KISSING:
INJURY:
FIGHTING:
KILLING:
feel free to contact for details. ships/kinks.
OPT OUT

IN THE NIGHT:
Please see Castiel's Abilities section for details on his powers. Please fill out the following Opt Out/Permission Post and leave it as a comment. Feel free to contact me for details and further questions.


IN THE NIGHT
TAKEN: 8x21: "The Great Escapist"
ARRIVAL: Nov 1, 2019
RESIDENCE: Chapel Rock #4
ROOMMATE: Ellever Brandt
LANTERN: Image
EXPLORE: None
DEATHS: None
APPEARANCE
VISUAL: Link
HEIGHT: 1.8m | 5'11'' ft
BUILD: Athletic
HAIR: black brown, short, always tousled
EYES: blue, sometimes a little unnaturally so
FEATURES: ---
DRESS: Favours the clothes his vessel wore when first taken: a black suit with white shirt and blue tie (always askew), with a tan trench coat over that.
VOICE: Slightly raspy, gravelly and deep. Often harsh, slightly stiff. Various examples.
ACTOR: Misha Collins





FREEDOM IS A LENGTH OF ROPE.
GOD WANTS YOU TO HANG YOURSELF WITH IT.




BACKGROUND



PERSONALITY

Castiel is very pragmatic and logical on top of being protective. He will be interested in keeping his loved ones safe - which can be problematic, as he can be self-sacrificing to a fault, choosing to push ahead with the option that seems most direct and efficient in terms of achieving his goal, no matter how much harm comes to himself. At the same time, while he's willing to suffer a lot of mockery and verbal abuse from his so-called charges, he doesn't hesitate to retaliate in kind if he deems it necessary.

It's easy to ignore how old he is, how much he knows and how capable to is, and just dismiss him as weak, naive and peculiar because of his approach to the world around him, the mixture of a lack of understanding and a great deal of curiosity and fondness that unfolds the longer he's separated from Heaven's strict rank system and corrupt regime.

Once he's decided on a path, it's difficult to shake him from it. While he can experience regret and guilt, he often merely internalizes them while he 'soldiers on' - even when he knows he's risking barging down the wrong path at full speed, even if the end result leaves him guilt-ridden, depressed and suicidal. His choices can be crude and cruel to others, when in truth he's merely looking for the most direct and efficient way to solve a given problem.

During his early seasons, we largely see Castiel as a warrior of Heaven, a soldier set on a mission. But the more time we spend with him, the more we begin to see there's more to him than that. He later states "Much of the time, I'd rather be here.", as he does develop a fondness for his Father's Creation - the world, and the humans and animals that inhabit it. Despite still feeling an obligation to Heaven in general, he has come to appreciate his human friends and being among humans in general. He longs to be among friends, among the family he chose, instead of fighting, to the point where for a while, in part due to his shame and guilt, he almost becomes something of a pacifist. He has potential for great development or to regress back into being a foot soldier, depending on how he is influenced and pushed and what kind of choices he makes or tries to make. More than anything, he wants his friends to have the peace they fought so hard for, even if their idea of peace comes with the unbearable pain that all humans suffer from for being mortal, and he's willing to go to great lengths to ensure that.

There are quite a lot of aspects to Castiel's personality that unfold as the seasons progress, not so much traits he develops randomly as they are capacities he's always had but was never given a chance to explore under Heaven's strict regime and idea of what an angel should be like. Generally, he does strive to do right by people, even if his idea of it can at times come across of rough and even cruel - he'd rather kill the child antichrist than risk it running loose and causing trouble for people. He can be compassionate when he has the time and luxury to be, unburdened by higher purpose and pressing missions. He enjoys nature, animals, heals sick babies and tries to prevent the ruthless slaughter of innocents - while on the run from Heaven, he does not stop until they kill the workers and current customers of a diner he frequents, showing that his own self-preservation stops when those around him suffer for it. He's striving to do things for the higher good, even though he sometimes fails to understand when he's about to cross several kinds of lines.

Castiel canonically has a tendency to give his opinion, often blunt and 'rude', bordering on abrasive, featuring the clipped edge of a being too old to quickly adapt to humanity and its often strange ways, and lacking the patience for trying often. He also tends to be overly literal - and while this is something easily dismissed as him just being daft, sometimes he does it on purpose because he knows it grates on people. He'll be deliberately thick, and it's a way of finding humor, and maybe even of pulling people's legs just a little. It's a fine line with him that's not always too obvious to figure out, and definitely something his closer CR is more likely to learn to live with than actually appreciate.

A popular description of Castiel is him being "dangerously clever" - he is able to bend rules and toe the line of what he's supposed to do in order to help, and is often quick to adapt to new situations or use his surroundings especially if he's metaphorically cornered and has split seconds to think on. He's not prone to panic and getting flustered in combat situations or on other familiar ground, though he will definitely fumble and get utterly flustered if faced with unknown variables far away from his 'comfort zone' - mostly in social situations.

Castiel is socially awkward and can at times be brutally honest, but he does try to offer words of advice. To his friends, he has an open ear and offers emotional support to the best of his rather stunted ability (and sometimes, he considers literally knocking sense into them his best ability). Often enough, this at least allows for them to laugh a little, if it doesn't offer any practical use. He tries, but doesn't always succeed in being sympathetic to others enough to be more mindful of them.

He is also loyal to those he considers his charges, often to a fault, and grows very protective of them. In a canon AU universe we see a post-apocalyptic future in which he still follows Dean despite being fully aware it will lead to failure and death. He will go against what his friends do if he deems that the better path, but it doesn't make him less loyal. He even ends up starting a civil war in Heaven in order to preserve the peace that he and the WInchesters fought so hard for.

It can be noted that Castiel tends to emulate those he likes or admires - at least to some extent. He sees his vessel, Jimmy Novak, sacrifice his own health, happiness in future to spare his daughter Claire from becoming Castiel's permanent vessel, therefore learning about self sacrifice without hesitation. Anna tries to teach him about doubt, choice and free will. Dean and Sam open the door for him to embrace humanity a little more than he could on his own devices. He allows them to share human experiences with him, and while he often disapproves or doesn't understand or see the point, he tends to at least try - to the point where by the current season, we see him be rather comfortable sharing a beer with Dean at a bar, or seek out diners to enjoy a coffee, as he's obviously grown more comfortable in his 'own' skin and in partaking in some human customs.

Castiel has a fondness for humanity, that he does express more openly in later seasons. While in earlier ones, he believes Heaven's plans just, as he only sees suffering in the World, he seems to embrace the good of humanity more and more, and be able to distinguish the beauty that comes from them. Before being taken under more direct mind control by the Host, Castiel tries to atone for his past mistakes by answering prayers around the world and healping/healing people.



ABILITIES

Clairsentience
Castiel can see the true "face" of angels and demons, and see through the Veil, as in he can see creatures invisible to the human eye like ghosts and reapers. This in combination with his psychic abilities can lead him to detect the true nature of a creature. Will be nerfed via opt out, as it would be unreasonable to assume he can just understand the nature of any creature from other worlds.

Dreamwalking 
Castiel and other angels have been shown to be able to enter the dreams of humans to communicate with them. And see what they're dreaming of. Additionally, Castiel is able to manipulate sleeping humans to prevent them from experiencing nightmares, or even to sleep more deeply than they normally would.

Healing (others)
Castiel can heal any physical damage to a body, including his own. I'd tie this heavily into his lantern, so he can't just instantly magic away any wounds, and coordinate with other healers in game so I can match their power levels a bit more.

Knowledge:
Castiel knows/understands all languages of his home world, meaning human languages, as well as animals (he interrogates a cat at one point. No, really.), and of course the language of angels, Enochian. Furhtermore he has a vast amount of knowledge of occult lore, human history, arcane sigils and spells. The sigils he knows are mostly related to angels and demons, as well as generic protection/warding.

Mind Control 
Castiel has been shown to be able to manipulate and erase memories. Will receive and opt out and never be used proactively - he only ever does it in canon upon other people's request, and even though he can do it, doesn't use it on his friends even when doing so would clearly benefit him. Castiel respects free will too much for that. He has used it under specific circumstances at the behest of others, though.

Psychic
Castiel can skim surface thoughts without much effort to gain deeper insight into people, as well as read their minds with more effort, and perceive the state of their soul to an extent. Will be nerfed and featured in Permissions/Opt Out.

Prayer
Like all angels, Castiel can hear prayers, which allows him to locate a person. Listening to just any prayer requires him to tune in to what the show refers to as "angel radio", a frequency on wich angels communicate mentally with one another, and where hey can tap into prayers. However, prayers directed at Castiel he can pick out even without "angel radio". The prayer can take the form of a formal prayer, or a feeling of longing or need to talk.

Regeneration (self)
Angels can maintain the state of their vessel as they took it (meaning no shaving or hait cutting required), as well as regenerate damage to the body (physical wounds as well as damage to the clothing). I'd once again tie this to the grace in the lantern and slow it down, so he can't just put himself back together in the blink of an eye. Physical damage to the vessel is implied to hurt angels to varying degrees based on their power level - here I would take cues from the state of his lantern. The lower his own power supply is, the more physical wounds would hurt and affect him.

Resurrection
Removed, obviously

Sedation
With a touch, Castiel can make people and certain low-powered creatures fall unconscious. Will cost him a lot of power, will receive an opt out, and would not work on many non-human creatures.

Smiting
Castiel can smite demons and monsters, burning them out of existence with divine power. He usually does this via touch. Will sap his lantern.

Super strength and endurance
Angels are far stronger than humans and even most demons, and more resilient.

Telekinesis
Castiel isn't seen to use this too often, and I don't intend to make much use of this either. Mainly we sometimes see him turn knobs with this, because he's a lazy asshole.

Time Travel
Removed

Vessel/True Form
Castiel is possessing someone else's body. That someone else is Jimmy Novak, who died and passed on to Heaven after Castiel was killed for the first time. The body has since been destroyed a few more times, and been restored, sparing Castiel from having to possess a new vessel. Angels can only possess people if they consent to it (though manipulation is apparently totally allowed). The experience is typically not pleasant for the host as long as the angel is in control, but the angel can be dormant and leave the host in control. Theoretically, with consent, Castiel could possess the bodies of other characters. If allowed, will of course receive a Permission/Opt Out post.

Additionally of note is the fact that few humans are able to perceive an angel's true form. Despite his warnings, a psychic uses her abilities to see Castiel once, and it burns out her eyes. Longer exposure results in death. The true voice of an angel, similarly, can damage ear drums, shake buildings and break glass. Castiel once claims that his true form is "the size of the Chrysler Building." Suffice to say:  Beacon does not want to see him forced out of his vessel.

Wings
Angels have wings. However, in Supernatural, the wings aren't typically shown to be physical. They CAN be, because in a later season we know that an angel feather was used as a spell ingredient. However, it seems angels tend to keep their wings cloaked/invisible, though when an angel powers up, the shadows of those wings can be seen behind them. Their flight is much more akin to telportation, though the instantaneous moving through space is accompanied by the rustling of feathers, meaning wings are for sure being flapped. If teleportation is too powerful, I'm happy to have him have to materialize the wings and physically fly like our Good Omens characters. In theory, Castiel can teleport across vast distances, to people who pray to him, to places he's visited and places he doesn't know as long as he knows OF them (we see him fly into a basement after Dean gives him the adress, for instance). Castiel can also take along those he can touch on those flights. As the flying happens instantaneously, this is apparently not exactly comfortable for his passengers.



CANON PEOPLE OF IMPORTANCE



Dean Winchester - Castiel's first and best human friend. Castiel in later seasons reveals that he loves the Winchesters, considers them family and more, showing his strong feelings for the humans he's grown close to. For Dean in particular, Castiel has risked and given everything.

Sam Winchester - Castiel initially dismisses him as the boy with the demon blood, they become strong friends, and Castiel protects Sam with his life.

Balthazar - another angel, a close friend fo Castiel's who in trying to sway Castiel off a dark path worked with the Winchesters. Castiel at the time considered this a betrayal and killed Balthazar.

Samandriel - another angel, who looked up to Castiel, and whom Castiel wanted to save. Naomi used Castiel's brain washing/reprogramming to have him kill Samandriel instead

Meg - A demon Castiel was/is sweet on and intended to pursue... potentially a relationship or at the very least sex with, the show is really vague here okay, but he was absolutely sweet on her. She sacrificed herself to allow Castiel and the Winchesters a safe escape.



FLAWS/WEAKNESSES


Few things can outright kill an angel in Supernatural, but here are a few:

Angel Blades
Every angel has a blade they can materialize and dematerialize at will. Being stabbed with one such blade kills an angel, even if the stab wound itself would not be lethal. Such a blade can also be used to cut a vessel open to the Grace, instead of just cutting into the physical body, exposing an angel's true form and essence.

Archangels
Archangels can kill lower powered angels with a snap of their fingers, literally.

Holy Fire
Holy Oil set aflame can be used to physically contain an angel, as they cannot cross the Holy Fire. They would be incinerated and die.

Divine Weapons
Weapons made by angels can typically kill other angels (such as the Lance of Michael).

Spells
Castiel is susceptible to some spells, though he's generally more resistant to them, or is affected in ways different from humans. When the demon Meg jokes that reading a book wouldn't kill him, he tells her that a book containing the right spells might.

Other Weaknesses
Angelic warding sigils and banishing sigils, very powerful supernatural entities like high tier angels and demons, powerful spellcasters/spells.

Personality Flaws
Castiel can be prideful and arrogant, painfully blunt, lack empathy, and be self-sacrificial. He no longer would consider sacrificing anything else withe the same sort of reckless abandon in the name of a cause, but will absolutely put himself in harm's way and certain death to ensure the safety of others. His self-preservation stops where others are affected - or where he's guilt ridden and considers the punishment fitting the crime, or considers himself just that expendable.

Guilt, Self Loathing, Depression
Additionally, Castiel has massive guilt over his role in Heaven's civil war, in which he went to increasingly great and dark lengths to fight against his brother Raphael's forces, which included killing angels working against him, making deals with demons, lying to his friends, hurting his friends, and ingesting monster souls to power himself up, which corrupted him so much he declared himself God and laid waste to Heaven, killing everyone who supported Raphael in the civil war or otherwise stood against him. This is the core of Castiel's suicidal ideations and depression, his need to find penance, and why he considers himself breaking everything he touches.

To top that off, he has recently learned that Heaven has brainwashed him several times throughout history, and considers him to have "come off the line with a crack in his chassis", as he's apparently never functioned according to programming, and always ended up rebelling and having to be reprogrammed. It calls into questions which of the memories from his billions of years of living are even accurate, which are entirely fabricated, and how much he doesn't remember. He will never know this. Additionally, he's recently been made to kill an angel in need when he'd sworn never to hurt another angel again, as they are his kin and he loves his brothers and sisters (he's always regretted angel on angel violence, and did so in self-defence in earlier seasons, but always with great regret, begging them not to force his hand). He also was forced under brainwashing to train killing Dean Winchester hundreds of times. The show never shows him coping with that, I hope to delve into those issues a little more.



IN THE NIGHT SPECIFICS

Death:

Episode: "8.21 The Great Escapist" - Castiel is on the run with the angel tablet, but gets hunted down by the angels. The demon Crowley 'saves' him, by shooting the angels with bullets forged from melted down angel blades. He shoots one such bullet into Castiel to incapacitate and abduct him. He figures out Castiel has hidden the angel tablet literally inside of him, and digs it out of Castiel's stomach. Canonically, Castiel later digs the angel blade bullet out of his own stomach and uses it to kill the traitor angel standing guard over him before flying to the Winchesters for help. I would place his death here, assuming the bullet did more damage than he anticipated, the wound proving lethal upon his escape.

Mental State upon entering the game:

Castiel still hasn't fully worked through his guilt and self-loathing from what he did in past seasons. As he told Dean Winchester: "I'm afraid I might kill myself" in regards to how he feels about what he did - namely, wiping out half of Heaven. He chose to stay behind in Purgatory, alone and hunted by monsters, as penance, and would have stayed there had he not been pulled out against his will by Heaven. Since the, he's struggled with finding a way to redeem himself, tried to become a Hunter as a way to avoid facing his own mistakes, and then travelled the world answering prayers as a way of doing good in order to balance out the bad he did. At his core though, Castiel is plagued with guilt, self-loathing and the thought that he's broken, that he keeps breaking things, and that his repeated resurrections are nothing short of punishments that make him worse every time.

Additionally, he's recently gained further insight into Heaven's "re-educations". He's gone through this once to his own knowledge, when his superiors punished him for "growing too close to the humans in his charge". Now, it's been confirmed to him that Heaven has reprogrammed him countless times, as he keeps rebelling, keeps deviating from his default programming. He doesn't know of what his memory has been wiped clean in the past, just that it happened. Under Heaven's brainwashing, he does know he killed an angel he intended to save, and was made to killed hundreds of copies of his best friend until he could do it without flinching. It took attempting to do the same thing in real life with the real Dean to break Castiel out of his brainwashing. Castiel strongly believes that this does not represent what God had in mind for angels, as he considers them to be meant to protect humanity.

Past his canonical death, we see him grow more and more despondent, as his choices keep leading him down wrong paths, until he feels useless, and we see him actually struggle to move past his own self-loathing, guilt and at times crippling depression.

Power Nerf:

Castiel is a very powerful character. I'd personally opt to remove some of his powers from the game entirely (they are implied to require so much power that it leaves him weak and drained afterwards anyway). In addition I'd like to cap his powers by putting his grace - his equivalent of a soul and the source of an angel's powers into the lantern. Angelic grace is a white blue light, and essentially what they look like without their vessels. By putting it in the lantern, I would have his use of powers deplete the Grace in the lantern, meaning if he over-uses his powers, especially the bigger stuff, he drains his own light and life source in Beacon and risks killing himself, if he doesn't let it recharge/recover over time.


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WSH Specific Biosheet

Quick Facts
name Castiel age Billions of years family name Shurley
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canon Supernatural gender Male vessel housing ---
species Angel sexuality Pansexual job N/A
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    Biosheet

    Quick Facts
    name Castiel age Billions of years reference Voice
    nickname Cas birthday None reference Picture 1
    canon Supernatural gender Male Vessel reference Picture 2
    species Angel sexuality Pansexual reference Picture 3
    History
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    First Impressions & Appearance Details
    height 5′ 3″
    build athletic
    hair dark brunette
    eyes blue
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    Personality
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    Important Relationships (Canon)
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    Abilities & Powers
    Smiting
    Castiel can smite regular tier demons and monsters, burning them out of existence with divine power. He usually does this via touch with demons, but against low powered monsters has been seen releasing a lot of energy in a blast of white light to smite them without touching them.

    Immortality/Invulnerability
    Angels are to varying extents impervious to or unbothered by damage to their vessels, and can maintain the state of their vessel as they took it, requiring no sleep, nourishment or regular human "maintenance" of any physical aspects, as well as regenerate damage to the body nearly instantaneously (physical wounds as well as damage to the clothing). Physical damage to the vessel is implied to hurt angels to varying degrees based on their power level/level of impact. Castiel reacts to being shot with a shotgun with annoyance, is unbothered by being stabbed, and can take a physical beating from a non-powered-human without any issues (humans with superhuman strengths/other creatures can still superficially wound him, though).

    Healing (Others/Himself)
    Castiel can heal any physical damage to a body, including his own, as well as detect and purge some natural infections/illnesses, eradicate long-term disabilities, and even reattach limbs/appendages shortly after their loss/removal.

    Technopathy
    She can broadcast things she hears or senses while in the Void through radios, speakers, televisions, computer screens or other sound- and image-generating devices.

    Resurrection
    Castiel can resurrect the recently deceased and bring them back to life. This costs him a tremenous amount of power when not backed by Heaven itself.

    Eleven's powers have been shown to fail in the past after great strain, like a drained battery that needs to recharge. Her powers are not without limit; on the contrary they seem to be a pool of energy she can tap into at will as long as she lets herself 'recharge'. At the end of Season 3, after the canon point of her death for this game, she has to exert tremendous amounts of power to keep fighting Russian military as well as the Mind Flayer again and again, and rip a piece of it out from under her own skin.

    Flying/Teleportation
    Angels have wings. However, in Supernatural, the wings aren't typically shown to be physical. They CAN be, because in a later season we know that an angel feather was used as a spell ingredient, and we see angels wrapping those shadows around themselves/others to shield against magical damage. However, it seems angels tend to keep their wings cloaked/invisible, though when an angel powers up, the shadows of those wings can be seen behind them. Their flight is much more akin to telportation across vast distances and to any unwarded location of their choosing, though the instantaneous moving through space is accompanied by the rustling of feathers, meaning wings are for sure being flapped. Depending on canon point, Castiel's wings might be badly damage but present, meaning he might not be able to fly (post Season 8).

    Mind Reading
    Castiel can skim surface thoughts without much effort to gain deeper insight into people, as well as actively read their minds with more effort, and perceive the state of their soul to an extent. Through this, Castiel can sense/detect the location of humans who are not warded from his senses. He also seems to gain an understand of animal minds, as he can tell when dogs are upset, is seen interrogating a cat, and can detect the messages in a honeybee's flight pattern.

    Prayers
    Like all angels, Castiel can hear prayers, which allows him to locate a person. Listening to just any prayer requires him to tune in to what the show refers to as "angel radio", a frequency on wich angels communicate mentally with one another, and where hey can tap into prayers. However, prayers directed at Castiel he can pick out even without opening his senses to "angel radio". The prayer can take the form of a formal prayer, or a strong feeling of longing or need to talk.

    Clairsentience
    Castiel can see the true "face" of angels, demons and leviathan, and see through the Veil, as in he can see creatures invisible to the human eye like ghosts and reapers. This in combination with his psychic abilities can lead him to detect the true nature of a creature.

    Mind/Memory Manipulation
    Castiel has been shown to be able to manipulate and erase memories. He only ever does it in canon upon other people's request, and even though he can do it, doesn't use it on his friends even when doing so would clearly benefit him. Castiel respects free will too much for that. He has used it under specific circumstances at the behest of others. In addition we also see him manipulate other character's ability to perceive him by cloaking himself from them - physically present but unseen. In one instance, he touches a security guard and alters his mind to be unable to perceive any other person in the room, even though they're all physically present.

    Sleep/Dream Manipulation & Dreamwalking
    With a touch, Castiel can make people and certain low-powered creatures fall into a deep slumber. Castiel and other angels have been shown to be able to enter the dreams of humans to communicate with them. And see what they're dreaming of. Additionally, Castiel is able to manipulate sleeping humans to prevent them from experiencing nightmares, or even to sleep more deeply than they naturally would to prevent them from waking prematurely.

    Telekinesis
    Castiel isn't seen to use this too often, but he does have some level of ability to blast open doors, move objects, shut off car alarms with the wave of a hand.

    Super Strength & Endurance
    Angels are far stronger than humans and even most demons, and more resilient, shown to lift objects impossibly heavy for humans, or punch one another through walls.

    True Form/Vessel
    Castiel is possessing someone else's body. That someone else is Jimmy Novak, who died and passed on to Heaven after Castiel was killed for the first time. The body has since been destroyed a few more times, and been restored, sparing Castiel from having to possess a new vessel. Angels can only possess people if they consent to it (though manipulation to gain said consent is apparently allowed). The experience is typically not pleasant to downright tortuous for the host as long as the angel is in control, but the angel can be dormant/unnoticed and leave the host in control. Theoretically, with consent, Castiel could possess the bodies of other characters.

    Additionally of note is the fact that few humans are able to perceive an angel's true form. Despite his warnings, a psychic uses her abilities to see Castiel once, and it burns out her eyes. Longer exposure results in death. The true voice of an angel, similarly, can damage ear drums, shake buildings and break glass. Castiel once claims that his true form is "the size of the Chrysler Building." Suffice to say: No one wants to see him forced out of his vessel.

    Hunting Basics
    Castiel has gained some basic skills in the life of a hunter as per Supernatural's interpretation of the term, which means he's learned some moderate investigative skills as well as an improved understanding of how to track supernatural entities without the use of his powers.

    Swordfighting
    Castiel typically wields an angel blade, a weapon that all angels possess and can summon at will. While he won't have access to the angel blade in WSH, billions of years wielding it make it reasonable for him to apply his skills to similar weapons.

    Other Combat Basics
    Castiel has wielded guns in the past, and even depowered has been seen getting into physical hand-to-hand fights. While his powers have not made it necessary for him to gain in depth knowledge at hand-to-hand and shooting guns, he has a base competence there that would put him ahead of untrained civilians, but does not rival trained humans and would have to be expanded upon to make him worthwhile with anything but a sword while depowered.

    Knowledge: Language
    Castiel has watched all of humanity since its creation, and knows all living/dead human languages in addition to Enochian, the language of angels. He's been seen translating old scripts, identifying languages, and reading/performing ritualistic spells.

    Knowledge: Supernatural/Spellworks/Mythology/Lore
    As an angel turned ally to hunters turned hunter, Castiel has a wide variety of knowledge regarding supernatural entities, spells, warding sigils, ancient lore, etc. His knowledge is by no means all-encompassing, and we see that especially regarding very ancient evils that predate angels Castiel lacks knowledge. In a setting like WSH, of course, when confronted with non-human threats he might have his assumptions about how to handle them based on pre-existing knowledge from his own world, but as a player I'm aware his knowledge or understanding might not hold up to other iterations of supernatural beings and circumstances.

    Knowledge: Other
    In addition to the above, by nature of what he is, Castiel has a vast knowledge of history, religion (specifically Christianity, though Supernatural implies that from the angels' perspective, humanity got a lot wrong about it), quantum physics and other laws of science/mathematics. Still somewhat mystified by computers, though.

    Torture
    While not choosing to employ this skill often, Castiel has been depicted apt at physically and supernaturally torturing people and monsters to get what he wants, even while de-powered.

    Retail and Other Human Skills
    Post Season 8 Only: When temporarily human, Castiel has worked as a sales clerk in a gas station and been responsible for operating the till and keeping the place running. He also learned how to drive a car, and can navigate by map (though canon off-hand implies he has an impeccable understanding of direction, it's unclear whether that's tied to him being an angel, or just a regular human level skillset)

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    Weaknesses
    Angel Blades
    Every angel has a blade they can materialize and dematerialize at will. Being stabbed with one such blade kills an angel, even if the stab wound itself would not be lethal. Being nicked with an angel blade is not fatal, however such a wound heals more slowly than other damage suffered. Such a blade can also be used to cut a vessel open to the Grace, instead of just cutting into the physical body, exposing an angel's true essence.

    Archangels
    Archangels can kill lower powered angels with a snap of their fingers, literally.

    Holy Fire
    Holy Oil set aflame can be used to physically contain an angel, as they cannot cross the Holy Fire. They would be incinerated and die.

    Divine Weapons
    Weapons made by angels can typically kill other angels (such as the Lance of Michael).

    Spells
    Castiel is susceptible to some spells, though he's generally more resistant to them than humans, or is affected in ways different from humans. When the demon Meg jokes that reading a book wouldn't kill him, he tells her that a book containing the right spells might.

    Other Weaknesses
    Angelic warding sigils and banishing sigils, very powerful supernatural entities like high tier angels and demons, powerful spellcasters/spells.

    Personality Flaws
    Castiel can be prideful and arrogant, painfully blunt, lack empathy, and be self-sacrificial. He no longer would consider sacrificing anything else withe the same sort of reckless abandon in the name of a cause, but will absolutely put himself in harm's way and certain death to ensure the safety of others. His self-preservation stops where others are affected - or where he's guilt ridden and considers the punishment fitting the crime, or considers himself just that expendable.

    Additionally, Castiel has massive guilt over his role in Heaven's civil war, in which he went to increasingly great and dark lengths to fight against his brother Raphael's forces, which included killing angels working against him, making deals with demons, lying to his friends, hurting his friends, and ingesting monster souls to power himself up, which corrupted him so much he declared himself God and laid waste to Heaven, killing everyone who supported Raphael in the civil war or otherwise stood against him. This is the core of Castiel's suicidal ideations and depression, his need to find penance, and why he considers himself breaking everything he touches.

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    CHARACTER INFO.
    NAME: Castiel
    CANON: Supernatural
    CANON POINT: 13x04: "The Big Empty"
    AGE: Looks to be mid to late 30s, is actually billions of years old (older than the world)
    GENDER: Genderless, but using a male vessel and currently identifying through male pronouns

    HISTORY: Castiel @ Supernatural Wiki

    APPEARANCE: 1 | 2 | 3

    ABILITIES:

    Mundane Skills/Abilities:
    Hunting Basics
    Castiel has gained some basic skills in the life of a hunter as per Supernatural's interpretation of the term, which means he's learned some moderate investigative skills as well as an improved understanding of how to track supernatural entities without the use of his powers.

    Swordfighting
    Castiel typically wields an angel blade, a weapon that all angels possess and can summon at will. While he won't have access to the angel blade in WSH, billions of years wielding it make it reasonable for him to apply his skills to similar weapons.

    Other Combat Basics
    Castiel has wielded guns in the past, and even depowered has been seen getting into physical hand-to-hand fights. While his powers have not made it necessary for him to gain in depth knowledge at hand-to-hand and shooting guns, he has a base competence there that would put him ahead of untrained civilians, but does not rival trained humans and would have to be expanded upon to make him worthwhile with anything but a sword while depowered.

    Knowledge: Language
    Castiel has watched all of humanity since its creation, and knows all living/dead human languages in addition to Enochian, the language of angels. He's been seen translating old scripts, identifying languages, and reading/performing ritualistic spells.

    Knowledge: Supernatural/Spellworks/Mythology/Lore
    As an angel turned ally to hunters turned hunter, Castiel has a wide variety of knowledge regarding supernatural entities, spells, warding sigils, ancient lore, etc. His knowledge is by no means all-encompassing, and we see that especially regarding very ancient evils that predate angels Castiel lacks knowledge. In a setting like WSH, of course, when confronted with non-human threats he might have his assumptions about how to handle them based on pre-existing knowledge from his own world, but as a player I'm aware his knowledge or understanding might not hold up to other iterations of supernatural beings and circumstances.

    Knowledge: Other
    In addition to the above, by nature of what he is, Castiel has a vast knowledge of history, religion (specifically Christianity, though Supernatural implies that from the angels' perspective, humanity got a lot wrong about it), quantum physics and other laws of science/mathematics. Still somewhat mystified by computers, though.

    Torture
    While not choosing to employ this skill often, Castiel has been depicted apt at physically and supernaturally torturing people and monsters to get what he wants, even while de-powered.

    Retail and Other Human Skills
    When temporarily human, Castiel has worked as a sales clerk in a gas station and been responsible for operating the till and keeping the place running. He also learned how to drive a car, and can navigate by map (though canon off-hand implies he has an impeccable understanding of direction, it's unclear whether that's tied to him being an angel, or just a regular human level skillset)

    Supernatural Powers:
    Smiting
    Castiel can smite regular tier demons and monsters, burning them out of existence with divine power. He usually does this via touch with demons, but against low powered monsters has been seen releasing a lot of energy in a blast of white light to smite them without touching them.

    Psychic Abilities
    ---- Mind Reading
    Castiel can skim surface thoughts without much effort to gain deeper insight into people, as well as actively read their minds with more effort, and perceive the state of their soul to an extent. Through this, Castiel can sense/detect the location of humans who are not warded from his senses. He also seems to gain an understand of animal minds, as he can tell when dogs are upset, is seen interrogating a cat, and can detect the messages in a honeybee's flight pattern.

    ---- Prayers
    Like all angels, Castiel can hear prayers, which allows him to locate a person. Listening to just any prayer requires him to tune in to what the show refers to as "angel radio", a frequency on wich angels communicate mentally with one another, and where hey can tap into prayers. However, prayers directed at Castiel he can pick out even without opening his senses to "angel radio". The prayer can take the form of a formal prayer, or a strong feeling of longing or need to talk.

    ---- Clairsentience
    Castiel can see the true "face" of angels, demons and leviathan, and see through the Veil, as in he can see creatures invisible to the human eye like ghosts and reapers. This in combination with his psychic abilities can lead him to detect the true nature of a creature.

    ---- Mind/Memory Manipulation
    Castiel has been shown to be able to manipulate and erase memories. He only ever does it in canon upon other people's request, and even though he can do it, doesn't use it on his friends even when doing so would clearly benefit him. Castiel respects free will too much for that. He has used it under specific circumstances at the behest of others. In addition we also see him manipulate other character's ability to perceive him by cloaking himself from them - physically present but unseen. In one instance, he touches a security guard and alters his mind to be unable to perceive any other person in the room, even though they're all physically present.

    ---- Sleep/Dream Manipulation & Dreamwalking
    With a touch, Castiel can make people and certain low-powered creatures fall into a deep slumber.
    Castiel and other angels have been shown to be able to enter the dreams of humans to communicate with them. And see what they're dreaming of. Additionally, Castiel is able to manipulate sleeping humans to prevent them from experiencing nightmares, or even to sleep more deeply than they naturally would to prevent them from waking prematurely.

    Healing Related
    ---- Immortality/Invulnerability
    Angels are to varying extents impervious to or unbothered by damage to their vessels, and can maintain the state of their vessel as they took it, requiring no sleep, nourishment or regular human "maintenance" of any physical aspects, as well as regenerate damage to the body nearly instantaneously (physical wounds as well as damage to the clothing). Physical damage to the vessel is implied to hurt angels to varying degrees based on their power level/level of impact. Castiel reacts to being shot with a shotgun with annoyance, is unbothered by being stabbed, and can take a physical beating from a non-powered-human without any issues (humans with superhuman strengths/other creatures can still superficially wound him, though).

    ---- Healing (Others/Himself)
    Castiel can heal any physical damage to a body, including his own, as well as detect and purge some natural infections/illnesses, eradicate long-term disabilities, and even reattach limbs/appendages shortly after their loss/removal.

    ---- Resurrection
    Castiel can resurrect the recently deceased and bring them back to life. This costs him a tremenous amount of power when not backed by Heaven itself.

    Flying/Teleportation
    Angels have wings. However, in Supernatural, the wings aren't typically shown to be physical. They CAN be, because in a later season we know that an angel feather was used as a spell ingredient, and we see angels wrapping those shadows around themselves/others to shield against magical damage. However, it seems angels tend to keep their wings cloaked/invisible, though when an angel powers up, the shadows of those wings can be seen behind them. Their flight is much more akin to telportation across vast distances and to any unwarded location of their choosing, though the instantaneous moving through space is accompanied by the rustling of feathers, meaning wings are for sure being flapped. Castiel's wings are badly damage but present, meaning he currently cannot fly. If permitted, I would like to request the offer of a regain *if* Castiel has regained his Healing powers. If not permitted, I'm happy to leave this one on the cutting room floor.

    Telekinesis
    Castiel isn't seen to use this too often, but he does have some level of ability to blast open doors, move objects, shut off car alarms with the wave of a hand.

    Super Strength & Endurance
    Angels are far stronger than humans and even most demons, and more resilient, shown to lift objects impossibly heavy for humans, or punch one another through walls.

    True Form/Vessel
    Castiel is possessing someone else's body. That someone else is Jimmy Novak, who died and passed on to Heaven after Castiel was killed for the first time. The body has since been destroyed a few more times, and been restored, sparing Castiel from having to possess a new vessel. Angels can only possess people if they consent to it (though manipulation to gain said consent is apparently allowed). The experience is typically not pleasant to downright tortuous for the host as long as the angel is in control, but the angel can be dormant/unnoticed and leave the host in control. Theoretically, with consent, Castiel could possess the bodies of other characters.

    Additionally of note is the fact that few humans are able to perceive an angel's true form. Despite his warnings, a psychic uses her abilities to see Castiel once, and it burns out her eyes. Longer exposure results in death. The true voice of an angel, similarly, can damage ear drums, shake buildings and break glass. Castiel once claims that his true form is "the size of the Chrysler Building." Suffice to say: No one wants to see him forced out of his vessel.

    Weaknesses:
    Angel Blades
    Every angel has a blade they can materialize and dematerialize at will. Being stabbed with one such blade kills an angel, even if the stab wound itself would not be lethal. Being nicked with an angel blade is not fatal, however such a wound heals more slowly than other damage suffered. Such a blade can also be used to cut a vessel open to the Grace, instead of just cutting into the physical body, exposing an angel's true essence.

    Archangels
    Archangels can kill lower powered angels with a snap of their fingers, literally.

    Holy Fire
    Holy Oil set aflame can be used to physically contain an angel, as they cannot cross the Holy Fire. They would be incinerated and die.

    Divine Weapons
    Weapons made by angels can typically kill other angels (such as the Lance of Michael).

    Spells
    Castiel is susceptible to some spells, though he's generally more resistant to them than humans, or is affected in ways different from humans. When the demon Meg jokes that reading a book wouldn't kill him, he tells her that a book containing the right spells might.

    Other Weaknesses
    Angelic warding sigils and banishing sigils, very powerful supernatural entities like high tier angels and demons, powerful spellcasters/spells.

    Personality Flaws
    Castiel can be prideful and arrogant, painfully blunt, lack empathy, and be self-sacrificial. He no longer would consider sacrificing anything else withe the same sort of reckless abandon in the name of a cause, but will absolutely put himself in harm's way and certain death to ensure the safety of others. His self-preservation stops where others are affected - or where he's guilt ridden and considers the punishment fitting the crime, or considers himself just that expendable.

    People to be used against him
    Dean Winchester - Castiel's first and best human friend. Castiel in later seasons reveals that he loves the Winchesters, considers them family and more, showing his strong feelings for the humans he's grown close to. For Dean in particular, Castiel has risked and given everything, and has developed strong, canonical romantic feelings for that at this point in canon are unconfessed.

    Sam Winchester - Castiel initially dismisses him as the boy with the demon blood, but through the course of their years together, they become strong and close friends, and Castiel protects Sam with his life, willing to risk as much for him as for Dean.

    Balthazar - another angel, a close friend fo Castiel's who in trying to sway Castiel off a dark path worked with the Winchesters. Castiel at the time considered this a betrayal and killed Balthazar.

    Samandriel - another angel, who looked up to Castiel, and whom Castiel wanted to save. Naomi used Castiel's brain washing/reprogramming to have him kill Samandriel instead

    Meg - A demon Castiel was very fond of and sweet on and intended for a time to pursue... potentially a relationship or at the very least sex with, the show is really vague here. She sacrificed herself to allow Castiel and the Winchesters a safe escape.

    Lucifer - Castiel has freed the devil from his cage in an effort to become useful in the fight against the Darkness, once more subjugating his own free will to become possessed by Lucifer, the height of Castiel's struggles with his own self-worth and lack of use in fighting the Winchesters' foes and threats to humanity.

    Guilt, Self Loathing, Depression
    Additionally, Castiel has massive guilt over his role in Heaven's civil war, in which he went to increasingly great and dark lengths to fight against his brother Raphael's forces, which included killing angels working against him, making deals with demons, lying to his friends, hurting his friends, and ingesting monster souls to power himself up, which corrupted him so much he declared himself God and laid waste to Heaven, killing everyone who supported Raphael in the civil war or otherwise stood against him. This is the core of Castiel's suicidal ideations and depression, his need to find penance, and why he considers himself breaking everything he touches.

    SUITABILITY: As a character in Supernatural's canon, Castiel has gone through many instances similar to what We're Still Here will offer, both in terms of the setting (the characters in SPN regualarly get displaced in time and/or dimension) and in terms of any elements of horror. Castiel is used to being faced with monsters in mythological and human shape, and has suffered unspeakable trauma in in his canon that I would be altogether delighted to revisit thrugh similar events in this game. It's been confirmed to him that Heaven has reprogrammed him countless times, as he keeps rebelling, keeps deviating from his default programming. He doesn't know of what his memory has been wiped clean in the past, just that it happened. Under Heaven's brainwashing, he does know he killed an angel he intended to save, and was made to killed hundreds of copies of his best friend and man he loves until he could do it without flinching. It took attempting to do the same thing in real life with the real Dean to break Castiel out of his brainwashing. Castiel strongly believes that this does not represent what God had in mind for angels, as he considers them to be meant to protect humanity. In his efforts to do right by both Heaven and Humanity, in his efforts to save and fix both, we see him grow more and more despondent, as his choices keep leading him down wrong paths, until he feels useless, and we see him actually struggle to move past his own self-loathing, guilt and at times crippling depression, and yet despite it he keeps pushing onwards, keeps facing new horrors both literal and psychological, in an effort to keep protecting the humans he's grown so close to, risking himself to fight for them, and eschewing lasting peace in death to fight and suffer another day for those he loves and who he believes need him.

    PERSONALITY.

    Your character has a chance to undo a terrible mistake, but in doing so, there could be unintended consequences for everyone they know. Is it worth the risk? Or should the dead stay dead?
    At his worst, Castiel can be prideful and arrogant, painfully blunt, lack empathy, and be self-sacrificial. He no longer would consider sacrificing anything else with the same sort of reckless abandon in the name of a cause, but will absolutely put himself in harm's way and certain death to ensure the safety of others. His self-preservation stops where others are affected - or where he's guilt ridden enough and considers the punishment fitting the crime, or considers himself just that expendable. As long as the unintended consequences are purely for himself, as long as he takes the brunt of the risk, he will do whatever it takes to help his loved ones, and will stop at very little safe hurting other innocents to bring back his loved ones, aka Dean and Sam, either.

    However, when the risk involves other, he will struggle to accept it and look for other solutions. Castiel has been shown to interfere with the deals the Winchesters have made, refusing to let them suffer the consequences of their own actions if he can prevent them in any way, with unknown consequences to himself and the world at large. In the past we've also seen him try and bring characters back - in Season 6, he resurrects Sam but accidentally without a soul - an unintended consequence he seems to accept as regrettable but necessary to bring Sam back. It appears that in the past, he was recklessly or perhaps pridefully willing to risk such things, but has moved somewhat away from endangering anyone and everyone other than himself. There's still little he wouldn't do to save Dean and Sam Winchester - or those that matter to them.

    ● If your character had the option to permanently lose the ability to feel certain negative emotions like fear or grief, or permanently forget certain memories, would they take it? What if they will never know that something has been taken from them? Does loss only matter if it's known what's missing?
    Despite his crushing guilt, depression and lack of recognizing his own importance, Castiel would not deny himself the ability to feel negative emotions or forget horrible memories. Canonically, angels are not meant to feel, they're not designed to feel, and find it overwhelming and at times unpleasant, but Castiel through the years has embraced this. He cares about the world, he finds joy in emotion and human experience, and he's learned that the negative emotions are worth the positive ones. He's learned to see the beauty in the midst of all the suffering and pain that he used to see in humanity, and finds that worth preserving and partaking in. Dean Winchester has led him down a path to caring about individuals, about humanity, about the whole world, and Castiel wouldn't trade the ability to feel such profound love just to be spared fear or grief. In fact, when offered to rest in the afterlife without pain, just eternal slumber, he actively rallies against that painless peace to return to those he loves, accepting pain and a lack of reciprocation of his feelings over losing those feelings.

    As for memories: Castiel canonically has been made aware that Heaven itself has tortured him, erased his memories or rewritten them, at countless occasions. As he does not know how many things have already been taken from him, he would not give up memories for his own sake for reasons similar to the ones states above, with some trauma regarding his past lack of autonomy added in. The only scenario in which he would give up memories - good or bad - would in service of saving or sparing Sam and Dean in some fashion, but not to shield himself from the horror of his own memories.

    ● Could your character ever forgive themselves for something morally wrong that they've done? No matter how much time has passed? No matter how much penitence has been done? Is being sorry enough to be a good person?
    Over the course of the show, we see Castiel being crushed under the weight of emotions that he wasn't created to handle - feelings are something humans are made to have, but angels aren't meant to be capable of, and yet we see several of them come to terms with them. Castiel himself experiences great guilt for his wrongdoings and betrayal of his friends, for the pain he's caused others, and for his inability to make the right choices alongside the right people that has led to so much more pain and suffering. He's grown deeply empathetic, but lacks that empathy for himself, to the point where for long stretches of time, he deals with crushing guilt, feeling useless, expendable, depressed and borderline suicidal. Nevertheless, he's applied himself to those who matter to him time and again, throwing his life away only when he believes this will aid those he loves, and doing all he can to stand by those who need him otherwise, as proven by his current canon point: Woken up from the eternal sleep that is an angel's death, Castiel is nearly lulled into just giving up, becoming "a fond memory rather than a festering disappointment" as the entity puts it. But while we see him want to give in - the natural downward spiral he's been on for a long time - he ends up defying the will of his afterlife's eldritch guardian because he believes that his friends and family still need him, and that therefore, he needs to live to stand by their side.

    Can Castiel forgive himself? No. But can he soldier through the crushing weight of his guilt to do what he believes is right, to keep trying to redeem himself to those he wronged? Yes.

    ● Your character has a secret they have been sworn to, but revealing this secret could save the lives of countless others. Is it worth breaking the promise to save others, or is betrayal never justifiable?
    Castiel has had plenty of experience with keeping secrets or making secret deals. Starting out as a bluntly truthful character, he learns that sometimes lies and secrets are necessary. The lies and secrets he spins himself into always serve a greater goal. When not motivated to be secretive himself, he tends to want to default to honesty, as seen when trying to cure Dean of the Mark of Cain. Dean wishes no further research into saving him to be conducted, but Castiel and Sam continue regardless, with Castiel expressing uncertainty about why this is being kept from Dean until Sam convinces him of the necessity for Dean's sake, at which point Castiel concedes to be secretive on Sam's behalf. Castiel vastly prefers to speak the truth, but will conceal his own plans and intentions behind lies and secrecy if those serve to protect Sam and Dean. And while in earlier seasons he would maintain the lies and secrecy for the greater good, in later seasons he becomes much more prone to revealing the truth to Sam and Dean if to keep it would be to hurt or risk them. Secrets entrusted to him by others will be measured against that end goal, too. Castiel will betray the trust of others if he feels he must for very specific goals, but will do what he can to avoid hurting Dean and Sam, and shies away from betraying their trust unless he feels it's absolutely necessary. This can be seen in the final season, when Jack intends to sacrifice himself in the final battle, a plan Jack doesn't wish to be shared, which Castiel brings to Dean's intention immediately, wanting to abandon this plan to save the world in order to find another way that would spare Jack. At the same time, he keeps the deal he made to resurrect Jack that will eventually lead to this own death a secret until the moment has come.

    ● Has your character ever gotten joy out of hurting others, physically or mentally? If they have, does it scare them?
    Castiel has been a soldier for billions of years. He knows the necessity of regrettable actions - as this is his own phrasing, that should inform the answer to this question. Castiel knows that torture can be necessary, but takes no joy in it, and as the show progresses has shown further and further aversion to it. He does torture someone in even later seasons, but does so only when time is running out on other solutions and he realizes he's the only one willing to dirty his hands like that, at which point he soldiers through the process. We see this behaviour in him a lot more often in early seasons, when he's still much more generally in soldier mode, and hasn't yet grown empathetic of other living beings, a time during which he describes himself as "not having the luxury to care". But as time goes on, he cares more and more, first about specific people (Dean and Sam), then about humanity at large, and about doing the right thing. He will never shy away from hurting his foes, and will adopt his old blunt soldier ways if out of other options, but in general Castiel has been shown to vastly prefer doing good to inflicting deliberate pain.


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    QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS: Castiel canonically has wings that allow flight via teleportation, but at his intended canon point they're so badly damaged he can't use them for that any longer. They're still present, however. Would it be possible to restore the wings to full power through regains, or through long-term combinations of healing-power-regain + other regains spent? I've included the flight ability on his abilities section as it seems tied to his wings, but if the mods rule the wings cannot be "fixed" through regains, I'm happy to leave it as a non-regainable ability.
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    NAME: Castiel
    CANON: Supernatural
    AGE: Looks to be mid-30s, is actually billions of years old (older than the world)
    CANON POINT: 13x04: "The Big Empty"

    HISTORY: Castiel @ Supernatural Wiki
    PERSONALITY: Castiel is very pragmatic and logical on top of being protective. He will be interested in keeping his loved ones safe - which can be problematic, as he can be self-sacrificing to a fault, choosing to push ahead with the option that seems most direct and efficient in terms of achieving his goal, no matter how much harm comes to himself. At the same time, while he's willing to suffer a lot of mockery and verbal abuse from his so-called charges, he doesn't hesitate to retaliate in kind if he deems it necessary.

    It's easy to ignore how old he is, how much he knows and how capable to is, and just dismiss him as weak, naive and peculiar because of his approach to the world around him, the mixture of a lack of understanding and a great deal of curiosity and fondness that unfolds the longer he's separated from Heaven's strict rank system and corrupt regime.

    Once he's decided on a path, it's difficult to shake him from it. While he can experience regret and guilt, he often merely internalizes them while he 'soldiers on' - even when he knows he's risking barging down the wrong path at full speed, even if the end result leaves him guilt-ridden, depressed and suicidal. His choices can be crude and cruel to others, when in truth he's merely looking for the most direct and efficient way to solve a given problem.

    During his early seasons, we largely see Castiel as a warrior of Heaven, a soldier set on a mission. But the more time we spend with him, the more we begin to see there's more to him than that. He later states "Much of the time, I'd rather be here.", as he does develop a fondness for his Father's Creation - the world, and the humans and animals that inhabit it. Despite still feeling an obligation to Heaven in general, he has come to appreciate his human friends and being among humans in general. He longs to be among friends, among the family he chose, instead of fighting, to the point where for a while, in part due to his shame and guilt, he almost becomes something of a pacifist. He has potential for great development or to regress back into being a foot soldier, depending on how he is influenced and pushed and what kind of choices he makes or tries to make, as well as more importantly, with whom he forges strong bonds. More than anything, he wants his friends to have the peace they fought so hard for, even if their idea of peace comes with the unbearable pain that all humans suffer from for being mortal, and he's willing to go to great lengths to ensure that.

    There are quite a lot of aspects to Castiel's personality that unfold as the seasons progress, not so much traits he develops randomly as they are capacities he's always had but was never given a chance to explore under Heaven's strict regime and idea of what an angel should be like. Generally, he does strive to do right by people, even if his idea of it can at times come across rough and even cruel - he'd rather kill the child antichrist than risk it running loose and causing trouble for people. He can be compassionate when he has the time and luxury to be, unburdened by higher purpose and pressing missions. He enjoys nature, animals, heals sick babies and tries to prevent the ruthless slaughter of innocents - while on the run from Heaven, he does not stop until they kill the workers and current customers of a diner he frequents, showing that his own self-preservation stops when those around him suffer for it. He's striving to do things for the higher good, even though he sometimes fails to understand when he's about to cross several kinds of lines.

    Castiel canonically has a tendency to give his opinion, often blunt and 'rude', bordering on abrasive, featuring the clipped edge of a being too old to quickly adapt to humanity and its often strange ways, and lacking the patience for trying on occasion. He also tends to be overly literal - and while this is something easily dismissed as him just being daft, sometimes he does it on purpose because he knows it grates on people. He'll be deliberately thick, and it's a way of finding humor, and maybe even of pulling people's legs just a little. It's a fine line with him that's not always too obvious to figure out, and definitely something his closer CR is more likely to learn to live with than actually appreciate.

    A popular description of Castiel is him being "dangerously clever" - he is able to bend rules and toe the line of what he's supposed to do in order to help, and is often quick to adapt to new situations or use his surroundings especially if he's metaphorically cornered and has split seconds to think on. He's not prone to panic and getting flustered in combat situations or on other familiar ground, though he will definitely fumble and get utterly flustered if faced with unknown variables far away from his 'comfort zone' - mostly in social situations.

    Castiel is socially awkward and can at times be brutally honest, but he does try to offer words of advice. To his friends, he has an open ear and offers emotional support to the best of his rather stunted ability (and sometimes, he considers literally knocking sense into them his best ability). Often enough, this at least allows for them to laugh a little, if it doesn't offer any practical use. He tries, but doesn't always succeed in being sympathetic to others enough to be more mindful of them.

    He is also loyal to those he considers his charges, often to a fault, and grows very protective of them. In a canon AU universe we see a post-apocalyptic future in which he still follows Dean despite being fully aware it will lead to failure and death. He will go against what his friends do if he deems that the better path, but it doesn't make him less loyal. He even ends up starting a civil war in Heaven in order to preserve the peace that he and the WInchesters fought so hard for.

    It can be noted that Castiel tends to emulate those he likes or admires - at least to some extent. He sees his vessel, Jimmy Novak, sacrifice his own health, happiness and future to spare his daughter Claire from becoming Castiel's permanent vessel, therefore learning about self sacrifice without hesitation. Anna tries to teach him about doubt, choice and free will. Dean and Sam open the door for him to embrace humanity a little more than he could on his own devices. He allows them to share human experiences with him, and while he often disapproves or doesn't understand or see the point, he tends to at least try - to the point where by the current season, we see him as much more human than he used to be, being comfortable sharing a beer with Dean at a bar, or seek out diners to enjoy a coffee or food that he doesn't need as an angel. He's obviously grown more comfortable in his 'own' skin and in partaking in human customs. His time as a human himself has also given him a deeper understanding of all things human - from dreams to art to emotion and even Dean's much beloved pop culture. It doesn't mean he always Gets It, but he at least has grown much less dismissive.

    Castiel has a fondness for humanity, that he does express more openly in later seasons. While in earlier ones, he believes Heaven's plans just, as he only sees suffering in the World, he grows to embrace the good of humanity more and more, and be able to distinguish the beauty that comes from them.

    CW for depression, suicidal ideation
    At his worst, Castiel can be prideful and arrogant, painfully blunt, lack empathy, and be self-sacrificial. He no longer would consider sacrificing anything else withe the same sort of reckless abandon in the name of a cause, but will absolutely put himself in harm's way and certain death to ensure the safety of others. His self-preservation stops where others are affected - or where he's guilt ridden enough and considers the punishment fitting the crime, or considers himself just that expendable.

    Over the course of the show, we see Castiel being crushed under the weight of emotions that he wasn't created to handle - feelings are something humans are made to have, but angels aren't meant to be capable of, and yet we see several of them come to terms with them. Castiel himself experiences great guilt for his wrongdoings and betrayal of his friends, for the pain he's caused others, and for his inability to make the right choices alongside the right people that has led to so much more pain and suffering. He's grown deeply empathetic, but lacks that empathy for himself, to the point where for long stretches of time, he deals with crushing guilt, feeling useless, expendable, depressed and borderline suicidal. Nevertheless, he's applied himself to those who matter to him time and again, throwing his life away only when he believes this will aid those he loves, and doing all he can to stand by those who need him otherwise, as proven by his current canon point: Woken up from the eternal sleep that is an angel's death, Castiel is nearly lulled into just giving up, becoming "a fond memory rather than a festering disappointment" as the entity puts it. But whil we see him want to give in - the natural downward spiral he's been on for a long time - he ends up defying the will of his afterlife's eldritch guardian because he believes that his friends and family still need him, and that therefore, he needs to live to stand by their side. In canon, he's hurled back into the world and immediately seeks out his friends. For the purposes of Meadowlark, instead of being hurled back to his own Earth, he ends up in New Amsterdam as a consequence of his strong desire to return to those who need him. Close enough, right?

    CRAU: ---

    SPECIES: Angel (Castiel's body is technically a human's body that he possessed, however as the body's original owner has passed on and the body has been canonically destroyed and recreated several times, he has come to regard it as his own, and it can therefore keep serving as his body in ML)
    APPEARANCE: Image 1 | Image 2
    SKILLS:
    Hunting Basics
    Castiel has gained some basic skills in the life of a hunter as per Supernatural's interpretation of the term, which means he's learned some basic investigative skills as well as an improved understanding of how to track supernatural entities without the use of his powers.

    Swordfighting
    Castiel wields an angel blade, a weapon that all angels possess and can summon at will. While he won't have access to the angel blade in Meadowlark, billions of years wielding it make it reasonable for him to apply his skills to similar weapons.

    Other Combat Basics
    Castiel has wielded guns in the past, and even depowered has been seen getting into physical fights. While his powers have not made it necessary for him to gain in depth knowledge at hand-to-hand and shooting guns, he has a base competence there that would put him ahead of untrained civilians, but does not rival trained humans and would have to be expanded upon to make him worthwhile with anything but a sword.

    Knowledge: Language
    Castiel is implied to know all living/dead human languages in addition to Enochian, the language of angels. He's been seen translating old scripts, identifying languages, and reading spells.

    Knowledge: Supernatural/Mythology/Lore
    As an angel turned ally to hunters turned hunter, Castiel has a wide variety of knowledge regarding supernatural entities, spells, warding sigils, ancient lore, etc. His knowledge is by no means all-encompassing, and we see that especially regarding very ancient evils that predate angels Castiel lacks knowledge. In a setting like Meadowlarke, of course, when confronted with non-human threats he might have his assumptions about how to handle them based on pre-existing knowledge from his own world, but as a player I'm aware his knowledge or understanding might not hold up to other iterations of supernatural beings and circumstances.

    Knowledge: Other
    In addition to the above, by nature of what he is, Castiel has a vast knowledge of history, religion (specifically Christianity, though Supernatural implies that from the angels' perspective, humanity got a long wrong about it), quantum physics and other laws of science. Still somewhat mystified by computers, though.

    Retail and Other Human Skills
    When temporarily human, Castiel has worked as a sales clerk in a gas station and been responsible for operating the till and keeping the place running. He also learned how to drive a car, and can navigate by map (though canon off-hand implies he has an impeccable understanding of direction, it's unclear whether that's tied to him being an angel, or just a regular human level skillset)

    Tattoo
    Castiel has a tattoo on his left side, beneath the ribs, that acts as protection from being detected by other angels while he himself is human.

    NEW POWER: Teleportation
    Seed: Prayer Summoning, passive, the power manifests as Castiel teleporting against his will/without his control to someone who prays to him within the same city limits. The prayer has to have a certain formality and intent (i.e., it needs to be spoken aloud, it needs to take the shape of a prayer, it doesn't work to just say his name).

    For better judgment on the direction/scope of power I have in mind, these are potential upgrades that he could eventually unlock, with some ideas as to limitations:
    Aetherswap: Castiel trades places with another person within line of sight (additional restriction via limited number of uses/cooldown?)
    Teleportation: Castiel learns to teleport on his own, but only to people who have Summoned him in the past, otherwise the same restrictions apply (additionally maybe limited number of uses, maybe shares a resource pool with aetherswap?)
    Sending: Castiel can touch another person and teleport them instead of himself either to a location within sight, or to a person who has previously Summoned him (cooldown/amount of uses applies as per his own teleportation)
    Group Teleportation: Castiel can touch up to two people and teleport them alongside himself (if limited by number of uses, this would take additional "uses" per person taxi'd this way, if using a cooldown it would extend the cooldown proportionally per person transported)

    POWER REASONING: While canonically Castiel has non-physical wings that can carry him anywhere, large parts of Castiel's personal conflicts center around being torn between being with the people he cares for in order to aid them, and leaving their side to accomplish other goals but being unable to come back to his friends in time, with Castiel continuously shown in canon to choose people he cares for over other lofty goals - or finding failure and ruin when he deliberately chooses differently. Through this power overall, but specifically through tying it to people rather than locations, I want to lean into the themes of him continuously being pulled away from where he wants to be (with the people he intends to help), and emulate his wings, which in canon allow him practically unlimited teleportation, but rather than let him teleport away from people, I want his power to enable him to teleport towards people he cares for and would trust with the knowledge of how his seed power works. Furthermore, in his canon point he's just woken up in the supernatural version of an afterlife for angels and demons with the sole desire that he has to go back to his friends to help them, leading him to rally against and provoke the dimension's eldritch guardian until it sends him to them, solidifying the theme.

    > SAMPLES
    SAMPLE ONE: Log Thread
    SAMPLE TWO: Network/Inbox Thread (cw for suicidal ideation and mention of mercy killings)
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    CR Chart

    CAST
    DEAN WINCHESTER 
      A PROFOUND BOND
    My charge, for whom I fell and for whom I ruined myself. I will always choose you.
    SAM WINCHESTER 
      A SINCERE BOND
    Not a friendship forged but a friendship chosen. If I could take more of your pain, I would.
    JO HARVELLE 
      FRIEND & ALLY
    Back then it was difficult to see you as much more than a casualty of war. It's easier now.
    CROSS CANON
    BRUCE WAYNE 
      MASKED
    Would it make you more comfortable if I saw less? Would it make me more comfortable if you saw less?
    BUCKY BARNES 
      ALIKE
    It's not the same, but it's alike enough. Free will and identity versus the ruins and ashes of a fractured mind.
    ELLEVER BRANDT 
      ROOMMATE
    A kind and curious soul, as long as you can retain your humanity. I have faith in you. You're a charge worth watching over.
    JASON GRACE 
      DIVINE SPARK
    Troublesome, to be made with a draw to divinity. He demands no worship. I could see us fighting side by side.
    LINK 
      HERO SOUL
    Burdened with purpose. Kind and good, and heroically foolish.
    MIRIAM MAISEL 
      FIREWORKS
    A soul like bright explosions against the darkest backdrop. You deserve better. At the very least, know yourself seen and heard.
    PETER PARKER 
      TOO CLEVER BY FAR
    You will surely cut yourself on that sharp mind of yours, but you won't be alone when you do.
    RIKU 
      A DARKER LIGHT
    You're lighter than you think and darker than you deserve to be. Your kindness is appreciated.
    VANITAS 
      LIKE A MOTH
    You covet the Light, but what is Darkness if not a different shade of the same colour?
    DROPPED
    AZIRAPHALE 
      KINSHIP
    We're kindred in more than just nature. You're much of what Heaven should aspire to be.
    BUFFY SUMMERS 
      ILLUMINATING
    The Slayer, bright in spite of your burdens. I might tell you about 'Clarence' once day. Until then, know you're important to me.
    CROWLEY 
      TO BE SEEN
    Not ours. I'm not sure that makes you better or worse. It makes you an unpleasant reminder either way.
    ELENA GILBERT 
      HUMAN HEART
    Remember that you're human at heart, and it will be alright.
    NAME 
      RELATIONSHIP
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    Castiel
    Supernatural
    age: billions of years
    gender: male-presenting
    sexuality: pansexual
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    Out of Character
    Backtagging: Yes. I tend to want to wrap up game threads within roughly a month, though, and prefer to wrap threads before starting new ones with the same character.
    Fourthwall: Yes. The likelihood of Castiel understanding is... debatable.
    Offlimits: "on screen" domestic/sexual abuse, pregnancy related body horror
    Threadhopping: Yes if it makes sense. In general I'd prefer if you asked first, though.
    Handwaving: Yes, for non-essential developments
    In Character
    Physical Contact: Maybe - Castiel hugs those he's close to, but he tends not to appreciate casual touch from strangers.
    Mental Contact: Yes, let's chat first though. Angels have strong mental resistances, but Castiel isn't impervious to mental contact.
    Flirting/Affection: Castiel is in love with Dean Winchester. Feel free to flirt with him, but don't expect him to reciprocate or offer more than a 'thank you'.
    Fighting: Yes
    Injury/Death: Yes to minor injuries. Let's chat first about major injuries and death.
    CRAU: Yes, with some plotting.
    Powers / Abilites
    Smiting: Castiel can smite regular tier demons and monsters, burning them out of existence with divine power. He usually does this via touch with demons, but against low powered monsters has been seen releasing a lot of energy in a blast of white light to smite them without touching them.
    Immortality/Invulnerability Angels are to varying extents impervious to or unbothered by damage to their vessels, and can maintain the state of their vessel as they took it, requiring no sleep, nourishment or regular human "maintenance" of any physical aspects, as well as regenerate damage to the body nearly instantaneously (physical wounds as well as damage to the clothing). Physical damage to the vessel is implied to hurt angels to varying degrees based on their power level/level of impact. Castiel reacts to being shot with a shotgun with annoyance, is unbothered by being stabbed, and can take a physical beating from a non-powered-human without any issues (humans with superhuman strengths/other creatures can still superficially wound him, though).
    Healing (Others/Himself) Castiel can heal any physical damage to a body, including his own, as well as detect and purge some natural infections/illnesses, eradicate long-term disabilities, and even reattach limbs/appendages shortly after their loss/removal.
    Resurrection: Castiel can resurrect the recently deceased and bring them back to life. This costs him a tremenous amount of power when not backed by Heaven itself.
    Flying/Teleportation: Angels have wings. However, in Supernatural, the wings aren't typically shown to be physical. They CAN be, because in a later season we know that an angel feather was used as a spell ingredient, and we see angels wrapping those shadows around themselves/others to shield against magical damage. However, it seems angels tend to keep their wings cloaked/invisible, though when an angel powers up, the shadows of those wings can be seen behind them. Their flight is much more akin to telportation across vast distances and to any unwarded location of their choosing, though the instantaneous moving through space is accompanied by the rustling of feathers, meaning wings are for sure being flapped.
    Mind Reading: Castiel can skim surface thoughts without much effort to gain deeper insight into people, as well as actively read their minds with more effort, and perceive the state of their soul to an extent. Through this, Castiel can sense/detect the location of humans who are not warded from his senses. He also seems to gain an understand of animal minds, as he can tell when dogs are upset, is seen interrogating a cat, and can detect the messages in a honeybee's flight pattern.
    Clairsentience: Castiel can see the true "face" of angels, demons and leviathan, and see through the Veil, as in he can see creatures invisible to the human eye like ghosts and reapers. This in combination with his psychic abilities can lead him to detect the true nature of a creature.
    Mind/Memory Manipulation: Castiel has been shown to be able to manipulate and erase memories. He only ever does it in canon upon other people's request, and even though he can do it, doesn't use it on his friends even when doing so would clearly benefit him. Castiel respects free will too much for that. He has used it under specific circumstances at the behest of others. In addition we also see him manipulate other character's ability to perceive him by cloaking himself from them - physically present but unseen. In one instance, he touches a security guard and alters his mind to be unable to perceive any other person in the room, even though they're all physically present.
    Sleep/Dream Manipulation & Dreamwalking: With a touch, Castiel can make people and certain low-powered creatures fall into a deep slumber. Castiel and other angels have been shown to be able to enter the dreams of humans to communicate with them. And see what they're dreaming of. Additionally, Castiel is able to manipulate sleeping humans to prevent them from experiencing nightmares, or even to sleep more deeply than they naturally would to prevent them from waking prematurely.
    Telekinesis: Castiel isn't seen to use this too often, but he does have some level of ability to blast open doors, move objects, shut off car alarms with the wave of a hand.
    Super Strength & Endurance: Angels are far stronger than humans and even most demons, and more resilient, shown to lift objects impossibly heavy for humans, or punch one another through walls.
    True Form/Vessel: Castiel is possessing someone else's body. That someone else is Jimmy Novak, who died and passed on to Heaven after Castiel was killed for the first time. The body has since been destroyed a few more times, and been restored, sparing Castiel from having to possess a new vessel. Angels can only possess people if they consent to it (though manipulation to gain said consent is apparently allowed). The experience is typically not pleasant to downright tortuous for the host as long as the angel is in control, but the angel can be dormant/unnoticed and leave the host in control. Theoretically, with consent, Castiel could possess the bodies of other characters. Additionally of note is the fact that few humans are able to perceive an angel's true form. Despite his warnings, a psychic uses her abilities to see Castiel once, and it burns out her eyes. Longer exposure results in death. The true voice of an angel, similarly, can damage ear drums, shake buildings and break glass. Castiel once claims that his true form is "the size of the Chrysler Building." Suffice to say: No one wants to see him forced out of his vessel.
    Content Warnings
    Religion/Blasphemy Castiel is an angel of the Lord. His faith has been broken, and he's invested it away from his Father. Heaven in Supernatural is a flawed, corrupt system. In Supernatural mythology, God not only exists, he's also created other religions and deities. His views towards religion and faith might come off jaded, especially towards highly religious characters.
    Torture, Brainwashing In his past, Castiel has canonically been tortured and undergone heavy brainwashing and altering of his own mind and memories at the hand of Heaven, as well as regularly lost his mind and/or autonomy to other outside influences. This heavily shapes who he is, and might regularly crop up in his narrative.
    Suicidal Ideation, Self-Loathing, PTSD, Self-Sacrifical tendencies Time and time again, Castiel has shown to believe himself chasing redemption he doesn't believe he'll ever fully achieve. He carries within him heavy guilt, and often believes that he deserves death, that he is useless, expendable and best serves others by sacrificing himself.
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    Shipping
    Canon OTP Dean Winchester
    Other Canon Ships Meg, Sam, Balthazar, Hannah
    NoTP Chuck/God, Jack Kline, Claire Novak, Metatron, Dick Roman, Jimmy Novak
    Other For Memes: Other Cast Mates if discussed, open to cross canon, assumed CR, OCs, AU. Feel free to approach
    Notes on Shipping Most of these are for memes. Castiel is canonically in love with Dean Winchester, and while he has been shown to express other less deeply running romantic interests (mainly Meg and Hannah), he is slow to develop feelings outside of Dean, and will prioritize Dean above all others. In a game setting adhering to his canon interests, it would be an extremely long time before he'd feel for someone like he does for Dean. For memes, I'm willing to play a bit fast and loose with this, but for games, consider him pretty much taken even if not currently in a romantic relationship with Dean himself.
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  • Giving ⮞
  • Receiving ⮜
  • Aftercare
  • Anal Sex ⮜
  • Body Worship
  • Praise
  • Wingkink
  • Yes
  • Giving ⮞
  • Receiving ⮜
  • Angels
  • Anal sex ⮞
  • Biting/Scratching
  • Light/Mild Bondage
  • Dirty Talk ⮜
  • Exhaustion
  • Face fucking ⮜
  • Fingering
  • Frottage
  • Handjobs
  • Marathon sex
  • Oral sex
  • Orgasm Denial
  • Pegging
  • Rough sex
  • Somnophilia
  • Toys
  • Vaginal sex
  • Vanilla
  • Maybe
  • Giving ⮞
  • Receiving ⮜
  • BDSM
  • Body Modifications
  • Collar/Collaring
  • Double Penetration
  • Dub-Con
  • Fetish
  • Multiple Partners
  • Public/Semi-Public
  • Trueform Sex
  • Use of Angel Powers
  • Voyeurism
  • No
  • Hard/OOC No 🛇
  • Ageplay 🛇
  • Bathroom Play 🛇
  • Beastiality 🛇
  • Breathplay
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    How's my Cas? What should I improve, what should I definitely stop doing, am I even on the right track and how's the weather?

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